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Oohkay, so i'm really hatin every single shit right now.

But its all cool at home.
How i wish there was no fucking sch, & how i fuckin wish i could just stay home man. Damn it.
& it looks like i've broken my promise of usin vulgarities.
Why the fuck does it matter anyways. I've alrdy been in a bad mood since yest & been cursin away.
Actually maybe, my bad mood started a earlier than yest itself.
I can feel myself turnin into a really bad girl, & i'm hatin on myself real bad.
Not that i'm gettin into troubles or anthin, nothin of that sort.
I'm paranoid. I feel retarded. Like in some case, going crazy.
I dont know what the fucks up here.
You know, ppl shud learn how to be more often.
If you dont like me as much as u used to, fuckin tell it to me.
Dont put on a fake front, i hate it. You're just makin things worse for me.
Dont u get it? Its you that i'm fucking fed up with.
I cant take it, i went to sch this morn feelin like an asshole.
& an hour later, for no fuckin reason, i got my mom to take me away from sch.
Like what on earth right? yeah.. thats how much this shit means to me.
So i'm tryna tell u this shit now, if u really dont like me no more, forget bout this.
We'll both fuckin go our seperate ways. I cant even do my stuffs like how i used too.
I didnt do anythin to u tho, but somehow u just dont like my character or sumthin i guess.
U changed me, alot. But it looks like you might be tha same old asshole who's gonna make me go back to my old ways.
& for god's sake, what the fuck happened to good times?

P.S: My most sincere apologies for the strong use of my foul language.

Anyways, V day was ok.
Bro's finally back! & i met him at vivo after I left Em.
I had fun. Miss bro so darn much. & he looks so cute.
& poor thing, his girl was away for V day. But he still got to meet her the next day. So till than, i'm happy for him.
Got candies & flowers for mom & dad. Hope they liked it.
I got loads of flowers & choco's too!
& Em got me sumthin unexpected. But of cause i love it. Thanks love

& i kinda had fun yest. But with a hell lot of mixed emotions.
Spent my day at church with Jeremiah, Michael & Jon P.
Was nice catchin up with the past. Like when i say past, i really would like to go in details.
But i've gotta keep a secret now, which only three ppl know of. Sweet.

xoxo