QUEEN
I was a personality before i became a person.
I am simple, complex, generous, selfish, beautiful, lazy & driven.
I know not how i may seem to others
But to myself,
I am but a small child wandering upon the vast shores of knowledge,
Every now & then finding a small bright pebble to content myself with.
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OMG! Mom posted this on my wall on facebook! : "Can give you my 100% guarantee that what you going to achieve will be no different from last year. You simply do not have the attitude & determination to succeed. All is cool for you then you sit & cry ok & make yourself into a bloody fool & a laughing stock." Well obviously i deleted the post cause its embarrassing. But it makes no diff in me puttin it up here. But i think its better to be displayed here as i can better say what i feel towards that horrid statement. Well ferst off, i know it looks like a aint trying at all. But how'd she know what i'm doin & stuff? Am i not studying? How'd she know if i am or not anyways? She's out most of the time & comes back when i'm restin. That's a good excuse, she'd say. Well that's not an excuse. I'm doing so much more than what i did last year. I'm takin the effort to learn what i don't know shit about. She cant see that either. Cause she's not around me most of the time to know what i'm doing right? & yeah i might posts stuffs that makes you think that i'm only playing & having fun & nothin else. Trust me, i'm dying doing all these shyt all over again! & who blogs & posts about boring stuffs right? Gosh! I'm human. & humans need their own space & time. I think. Well, i particularly enjoy doing alotta things. Imagine gettin deprived of all those stuffs you love to do. A person like me would call studying hell. But i'm beginning to like the flow of it & how i'm doing at it. I'd say i've made so much improvements. I'm proud of myself even if you arent. So thats okay. At least i tried & took up this challenge for a 2nd time. I may look like i'm being distracted by so many things. I am, i admit. But i know what i want. & i'm working towards getting what i want! & i will get what i deserve! xoxo ♥ |